Things don’t really go as you plan do they ? The whole 200 % efficiency thing blew up into bits. I did cover substantial ground on the first day and then the graph went down. Partly due to my serious condition of  ‘GAS’ , I know its a little funny but it can really make you feel uncomfortable.  Which really affected my productivity.

I actually found out that 3 of my site had broken posts due to some problem with ‘.htaccess’ ( if you not into websites then just ignore ) .  It seems like i am reigning on a such a big empire that i am losing control and cant over look every details. This could be avoided if i just periodically visited my sites.

I bite off more than I could chew but that is a cost , I am ready to pay for my rapid expansion. But I know I am just one person and cant be everywhere. That is where priorities come in. Major sites get more attentions others get bits. But due to lots going on and pure lack in efficiency its all going hay wire.

Just because I failed for the first time doesn’t mean , I am gonna stop trying. I am gonna try and make a system until it works. I am not gonna stop.

One of the thing i have been truly struggling is with getting my focus right. I tend to get distracted easily and have very short attention span for some apparent reason. This leads to some serious loss in productivity.

I have midterms starting from next week and I just realized I have tons to finish off. The best and the most horrifying part is I am not panicking. When I panic i tend to finish off the stuffs i am out to do. But hopefully , I ll do good.

Second , I tend to get a lot of free time which i tend to not make use of. I could do a lot of my website stuff in the free time i get in college and every evening after coming back. Just if i could get my ass to work rather than logging into msn and catching up with old buddies. I could have been rich

Lets just say , life is beautiful and some day i’ll make it happen.

Its 3 AM and i just got done with the movie ‘ the social network ‘ which all of us know is about facebook. The guy knew exactly what he wanted rite from the start and used all his associates to reach there. He was focused and hard working and at the end he got exactly what he wanted , all at a cost of something. ( like i discussed in the last post… )

There was a very good example in the movie , you can catch a lot of small fish or you can catch one big fish. This got me thinking. Like you people Know I deal with sites my self. I think , I will go with catching a lot of small fishes. That will keep me off the lime light. I’ll still have plenty to eat and I still have fishes left if some one steals something. Just minimizing risk.

I’ll be short listing sites tomorrow and see where i want them to be. I’ve gotta make this big and all my efforts count for something. It might mean excess leveraging and excess out sourcing.  I’ve gotta be somewhere far from here in the coming year.

To be honest , i need some people i can work with . Some one who loves this stuff as much as i do and sees prospects as much as i do.  But , For now i am stuck here.

Ok well I completed my site free psp games site which i bought for 150$ . It took close 4-5 man hours to finish the whole thing up. I think it should start making some money now. ( It better do….. )

I also started work on my company site its going to be called ‘Soul Web Works‘ and wrote a blog post. I’ll be working more on it this summer and create a brand out of it. I want to be a big player in the internet marketing industry in dubai. Hopefully, I will.

I have to work on a friends site in the night , I ll keep you updated on how it goes.

I am tired of being all words and less action. I am trying hard to speak less and do more but seems like a manufacturing defect that I always have to let stuffs out and tell people what I do and how much I make it. I am pretty much sure there are not a lot of well wishers out there who want me to succeed and get me jinxed . But well , I have to work through it.

I just realized that I have made so many commitments before exams. I have a website to design a code to fix ( which I have no idea about…) I have got new sites to make , old sites to monetize. I need to look for more streams to squeeze in more profits from my sites.

I ll keep you people updated on what I do tomorrow