OK , I have been using this blog to express my frustration and grief when I can’t tell any one else and I am gonna continue to do so ( I am shameless trust me…. ) .  I haven’t been updating this site lately but trust me I have been busy . I have like 26 sites now. Plus I got my exams coming up so very less time.

I am undergoing something , That I experience every time before final exams. I tend to get distracted and stressed out and my focus sways from one place to another and these days its been worse.  My performance in final exams have always been horrible. Which has got me down many times and this time is no different. I am trying hard to focus. Trust me .

This month , so far has been my best month online I have touched 4 digits in $$ thanks to fifa but my sites dropped down in rankings due to some shit I have no idea about . So my estimated loss is in other 4 digits. So I am just looking at the glass half full and being grateful to god for those 4 digits. I know fifa is not gonna come every day , i need to spread out . My Aim on max by this year end is to attain 3 digits in $ a day and 4 digits a Month in $. Its 6 months already and i am half way through. Got another half way to cover. I’ve got the whole summer vacation to catchup.

Lately , I have been facing some time management problems.  I have not been able to make the most of time.  I think its high time i get my butt in gear and get my self into routine.  It may really sound boring but I think that would enable me to make the most of my time.

My current big distractions include the T.V and MSN . You’d be surprised , when you have the TV on during your work . It cuts your productivity exponentially. It actually takes hours for 15-20 minutes work.  Its important I use my time efficiently to actually reach some where. I gotta balance between my work and college.

I have like hell lot of half bitten projects which are going no where because I am not working on them. Infact I am not working properly on any of my sites.  I hope I ll work it out.

College is a pain in the ass too . Home works , projects and assignments one after the other. Things just keep coming up.

Wish me luck , that i can sort my shit out and get a balance routine where i can do both my college work and website work to gather .

There is a whole lot of difference  between ‘Potential’ and ‘Performance’ .  Well the word ‘Potential’ is nothing until it is realized and realized not once but over and over again on a consistent basis.

Lately, I have been facing problems in these to phases of life. I know and people say too, I ve got a lot of potential. But the whole big problem has been, I haven’t really been able to tap on it and make the most out of it. . In fact my social and academic skills are deteriorating by the day. Probably, I haven’t put them to use for a long time.

I guess , its enough said and there is a lot more to be done. I am pushing my self but the lazy and lethargic part seems to win and get the better of me every time. I am trying hard , some day I will win  and that some day will be pretty soon.

Who doesn’t Like to win a lottery ?  Everyone does ! But sometimes greed is a bad thing and reality is just too good to be true.  I recently got a call from some unknown number speaking in ‘Urdu’ and telling me that I had won some lottery for 50k AED  courtesy etisalat.

But I was fortunate enough of hearing such scam cases before.  They get calls from such people claiming they have won a lottery and then they ask them to send them 1000 AED worth of etisalat credit as Processing charges and then disappear. Few of my folks were stupid enough  to transfer such big amount to them.

My response when they said I won the lottery was simple . ” Wow , so good, do one thing keep the prize to your self ” . Nice ye ?

Once upon a time , I had no clue what I was doing online with my sites , which direction was I heading , what were my goals etc. It took a while before I could Get insights on how stuffs really worked. I don’t say i know it all but I do know enough to make a living online.

Making money online is not exactly easy but it is quite doable.  I ve got this blue print which could make me the amount I am talking but the problem is time. I got other obligations like college and stuff which should deserve priority .

The thing is i feel i am quite obsessed about making money at the moment. I keep telling people how it is done and stuff and they think i am a money minded jerk who keeps talking about money. Probably this people, don’t know the worth and importance of money.